Full-Blown Pain: A Personal Battle With the Enigmatic Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, similar to lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the agony remained unbearable.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe pain behind one eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually begin with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within a short time and lasts for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the number fell to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often interpreted her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Still, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what some observers would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct condition, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only formally classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that delivers blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor looked up his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other primary head pain disorders, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks dentists still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific drug delivered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of well-known people.
But leading neurologists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a